Others were always welcome to laugh at him; if it amused
them, or if it amused him, he would proceed undisturbed with his
occupation, his vanity invulnerable. With his wife it was
different: his wife had laughed at his singing; and for twenty
years the fibre ached. Nothing, again, was more notable than the
formal chivalry of this unmannered man to the person on earth with
whom he was the most familiar. He was conscious of his own innate
and often rasping vivacity and roughness and he was never forgetful
of his first visit to the Austins and the vow he had registered on
his return. There was thus an artificial element in his punctilio
that at times might almost raise a smile. But it stood on noble
grounds; for this was how he sought to shelter from his own
petulance the woman who was to him the symbol of the household and
to the end the beloved of his youth.
I wish in this chapter to chronicle small beer; taking a hasty
glance at some ten years of married life and of professional
struggle; and reserving till the next all the more interesting
matter of his cruises.
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