"And I told you the story," he remarked, "of--the man who had been my
friend."
"Don't let us talk of Wingrave tonight!" Aynesworth exclaimed with
sudden emphasis.
"Why not?" Lovell knocked the ashes from his pipe, and commenced
leisurely to refill it. "Why not, indeed? I mean to go and see him as
soon as I can get about a little better."
"If your description of him," Aynesworth said, "was a faithful one,
you will find him changed."
Lovell laughed a little bitterly.
"The years leave their mark," he said, "upon us all--upon all of us,
that is, who step out into the open where the winds of life are
blowing. Look at me! I weighed eighteen stone when I left England. I
had the muscles of a prize fighter and nerves of steel. Today I turn
the scale at ten stone and am afraid to be alone in the dark."
"You will be yourself again in no time," Aynesworth declared
cheerfully.
"I shall be better than I am now, I hope," Lovell answered, "but I
shall never be the man I was. I have seen--God grant that I may some
day forget what I have seen! No wonder that my nerves have gone! I saw
a Russian correspondent, a strong brutal-looking man, go off into
hysterics; I saw another run amuck through the camp, shooting right
and left, and, finally, blow his own brains out. Many a night I sobbed
myself to sleep. The men who live through tragedies, Aynesworth, age
fast. I expect that I shall find Wingrave changed.
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